Abah...

assalamualaikum...

today, i feel that i want to write about my lovely abah... lately, i don't know why i feel so touched whenever i look at abah.. his face expression shown something worries him.. he does not what to share what is in his mind.. sometimes i did ask myself why i have this such feeling... but till now i could not get the answer... nape yek?? 

what i can see about abah, alhamdulillah he has a "strong" heart.. since last 3 years, after mak passed away on 11 Oct 2006 (18 Ramadan 1427H), abah has become a tough and brave man ... even now, he can really control him emotion... to him, any difficulties and misunderstanding occur, he will go through it and ensure the matter solve wisely... only that he need me n zam support on whatever he did... don't worry abah, we will always be beside u... sayang abah!

pity to abah as he fell down last thursday evening.. what i remember that evening was, abah just back from jogging.. as usual, he will do gardening after that... suddenly, that evening, he rushed in the house... he's mouths and lips is full of blood... some cut on his nose, cheek and hand.. his shirt is dirty with sand and blood... ya allah!! nape ngan abah nie.. i know he is in pain but he does not want to show cause he don't want me and servant worried... we helped him to clean the wound... pity abah...

then, on last sun, abah got a fever.. zam took him to the clinic in the morning... however, in the afternoon, he feel tired.. pity abah again... ya allah! sembuhkanlah abah dari penyakitnya... kasihanilah dia ya allah... aminnn... today is the 2nd day and he is still feeling tired... if tomorrow the situation still the same, me and zam going to bring him to clinic again... alahaii, risaunyaaaa... 

to me now is what i can do as a daughter is to give him support at all time..

abah, don't worry ya... me and zam always love you forever... we will always be your right and left hand.. we want you to be happy and enjoy your precious life...

baby sayang abah tau!!