Atok...

assalamulaikum...

when i'm writing this, atok has just discharged from Johor Specialist. syukur alhamdulillah he is allow to rest at home.. kesian gak tengok dia duduk kat dalam bilik yg tak ade tingkap... he must be confuse it is a day time or a night time... if i were him, i will be bored to be in that room too.. dah la malap... lampuflorescen t 2 aje... it's all because the hospital is going for renovation on all the single and vip rooms... alahaiii...

nape tah tiba2 since friday, lepas my iui treatment, i feel an easy and keep thinking about atok... alhamdulillah on saturday morning, abah and zam agreed to go back to jb. we rushed packing and managed to depart around 12 noon... at 4.30pm, we arrived jb and straight to the hospital... bila masuk aje, nampak atuk tengah baring.. nampak macam letih aje.. cian atukk.. what i can do now is to doa and pray for his good health... as one of my cousin told me, we need to give atok moral support, love and caring..

although i'm not too close my atok since small, i know he loved all his grandchildren... atok suka cite zaman jepun and zaman muda2 dia.. one thing is funny about atok is he love to fart... :)... kalu kentut, wowowo kuattttttttt... prottttttt... he he he... lepas kentut, mesti dia senyum.. that's why bila kecik2 dulu, atok kentut aje, cucu2 dia sure tutup idung.. he he he... he is a good and caring grandpa... i can still remember.. when i was small, if i'm in jb and once he is back from the market, he will call me and bring me around with his dark blue vespa around the housing area.. i will be standing in front so that i can play the horn.. he he he he.. tapi bila dia marah, jgn main2.. 

but yesterday, i feel soo different when i see him.. lying weak on the bed masa buat dialisis.. bila usap kepala dia, dia bole tido nyenyak.. bila kite baca ayat al quran, mulut dia terkumat kamit ikut ape yang kite baca... kadang2 tu, dia angkat tangan macam berdoa... i really cannot control my emotional... ya allah, sembuhkan lah atok ku.. sehatkanlah tubuh badannya.. kasihanilah dia ya allah... aminnn...

in coming jan, atok will be 90 year old... hope we could celebrate his birthday again... insyallah...